yes, i hope so.

You wish me no, i get it.
If it's true, we're supposed to be separated now. We're not supposed to be together.

I hope, that you fell in love with someone who always keep your glazing eyes shining.

I hope that you'd fell in love with someone who would never draw a river over your cheek.

I hope that you'd fell in love with someone who would always text back to your message and never let you fall asleep thinking you're unwanted.

I hope you fall in love with someone who would hold your hand walking through the shadows and draw smiles on your face even on your hard days or the easy ones.

I hope you fall in love with someone who would realize the golden smile of yours and keep them tightly in his heart.

I hope that you'd fell in love with someone who sees the sparkling galaxies in your eyes and hears the music of your heartbeats.

But beyond all, that i hope you fall in love with someone who would never leave you behind, and who never take you for granted, someone who always stand by you when you are right, and correcting you when you are wrong, someone who had seen your worst, but still loving you.

someone, that you happy to fall in love with..

what's on my mind lately..

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dear you..

dear you, someone who always stuck in my mind this far...

lately, i've been losing sleep,
i'm too anxious to sleep. even for seconds.
so, i walked out my room, go through the attic to get on the roof.
i'm sitting down on the roof,
i'm talking to the moon, 
i'm counting stars,
just trying to kill my anxiousness on you..
yeah, you..

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untitled..

Everything has gotten back to life as usual, but i still feel pain in my heart.

I’ve talked a lot since i met you.

You reminded me that the world still hopeful.

Because you’ve shown me the light when i got lost.

And because you’re the warm of the winter to me.

I always wish the best for you when i’m praying.

I always wonder, will it reach you?

Everything’s clear in my vision, but blurred in my mind.

Being transient, then disappear.

I wanna be a better person for you.

Even if you just smile for once at me, it’s enough.

Enough for making me happy.

Girl, you know? When you lose your smile, i’ll put the blame on myself.

Those words, or even the light, will fade and gone...

I’ll lose sights of everything.

If i could love you for the rest of my life,

The other things, like my dreams and my hopes,

I’ll throw them away, just to be loved by you.

It’s all about you.

That makes me happy, make me strong too.

I won’t wish any selfish things anymore.

It’ll okay even if it hurts me

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