it's just, amazing...

Aku merindumu.
Jauh terbenam di dalam hati.
Padahal, aku tak pernah mengenalmu.
Apalagi berbincang denganmu.

Aku merindukanmu.
Pesonamu,
bahkan senyumanmu.

Matamu sebening pasifik musim panas,
Pandanganmu seteduh pohon merindang,
Suaramu sehalus angin berbisik,
Perangaimu setenang lautan garam,
dan juga,
Sifatmu sepuji permaisuri istana.

Aku mencintaimu.
Benar,
sebenar kabar para Raja.

Aku selalu teringat Allah ketika melihatmu.
Karenanya, kuubah sebutir kekagumanku menjadi cinta padamu.

Sebenar-benar cinta, cinta berdasar agama,
wahai putri penghuni hati hamba.

Izinkan aku mengagumimu,
dan mencintaimu...

...dalam diam

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Everything has gotten back to life as usual, but i still feel pain in my heart.

I’ve talked a lot since i met you.

You reminded me that the world still hopeful.

Because you’ve shown me the light when i got lost.

And because you’re the warm of the winter to me.

I always wish the best for you when i’m praying.

I always wonder, will it reach you?

Everything’s clear in my vision, but blurred in my mind.

Being transient, then disappear.

I wanna be a better person for you.

Even if you just smile for once at me, it’s enough.

Enough for making me happy.

Girl, you know? When you lose your smile, i’ll put the blame on myself.

Those words, or even the light, will fade and gone...

I’ll lose sights of everything.

If i could love you for the rest of my life,

The other things, like my dreams and my hopes,

I’ll throw them away, just to be loved by you.

It’s all about you.

That makes me happy, make me strong too.

I won’t wish any selfish things anymore.

It’ll okay even if it hurts me

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